I just end up getting hurt again.

What do I do to ignore them behind me?

 Do I follow my instincts blindly? 

Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams and give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? 

Do I sit here and try to stand it? 

Or do I try to catch them red-handed? 

Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? 

Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily façade but then I just end up getting hurt again.

Linkin Park - By Myself.